Leaving a question mark
04.07.08 (1:45 pm) [edit]So I'm leaving for about 2 weeks in the sun! Can't say im going to miss so much the cold snow, and th beautiful slush! Ha. Well today went by pretty fast, appart my big headache (that got away, thank you pms pills!:) but it also went by p r e t t y slow on an emotional level!
This morning i talked to my friend, and she said " i have smething to tell you, i'll call you tonight!" arh, i hate having to wait. Its like " eh I'm going to punch you in the face, can you wait 'till tonight to?" ... faacccckkk!! And i heard its about Cj. ouh oh :z last time we saw each other apparently it broke is heart to see me flirt with this other guy, (bla bla i asked him to hang out he said no!)
and umm i still really want to go to his prom (well, he doesnt know I'm going to be invited by him, in a very soon future..) But otherwise then this little punch I'm waiting for, i got a very good note in my religion class, maths still sucks (and i still suck at it!), law is just lovable as usualy, and mmm french well , its french :) (gotta love frenching eh!) ... So ummm, when im leaving I made sure this time that im not leaving anybody with a question mark! (this is evil : note to my dear friend to whom i talked this morning!) soo when i hugged P. i made sure to not leave him any IDEA that he souldn't have! ( HINT HINT*) Also i said bye to my friends, and i can't wait to come back and see how much the world can change in two weeks! (ah. knowing my school nothing will had happened.. ) So yes, this has been my day...
I would like to leave a note to myself : Pp. still exsit, and I hope one you get you schedual you see that you're working with him VERY OFTEN (hey, i might of told him good bye good night have a good life doesn't mean i can't enjoy is fairy look!) soo yes.. this is it! I might write on later about my little call ... >.<
PS. It makes me very angry knowing that se had a good time this weekend, and it makes me feel like i have to show her off how cool my life is here. And how awsome i can be without them. stupid pepple who think they're better then anyone. They only leave me with a quotation : jealousy creates compagny. Or jealousy sugarcoats they're own compagny.
Lots of sugercoated loooove <33 Marianne!